Monday, October 20, 2014

"hard hard hard hard days. and everything is so good and everything is just changing and i know so much wonderful is ahead." Thankful for reminders like this through people I haven’t even met on some internet site. I could very much use prayers for peace and wisdom and the ability to rest in Christ’s presence because Micah and I broke up and it’s v complicated and Christ has been reminding me that I am His beloved the past few weeks and I think that prepared me a lot but I’m still not ready for things to be different in the way he wants them to be.

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This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.
 Clementine von Radics, “Mouthful of Forevers” (via petrichour)

Loving sacrificially is hard.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

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First in friendship, fourth in obesity


First in friendship, fourth in obesity



if your boyfriend is your best friend, you’re doing it right.

if your boyfriend is your only friend, you’re doing it wrong.


My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoices that I am out of the fight. C.S. Lewis  (via inspirelittlebird)

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We need not be ashamed that our hearts ache; that we need and thirst and hunger for much more. Captivating, Haunted By A Question, pg 58 (via living-captivated)
Friday, October 17, 2014

stuck in a down right now


stuck in a down right now

Tuesday, October 14, 2014
I’m not the girl your mother warns you about. I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart. I won’t make you choose between what you love to do & me. I’m not cold. I’m not reckless. I will love you more than anything. I will kiss you when you cry. I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise. (via overboarddd)

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